the one & only hello, NAME is me. There are many things that i want to do, despite saying that i will do them after A's, i wonder if i will. teleport chaiyue jolene xavier Daniel michelle cheryl jialing audrey peiwen kevin edison vanessa jovian samantha xueting anne nicholas cass felicia peiqi natalie chaneline elizabeth randy dingyuan elvyn justin CJ alica eirene vivien rishi joanne anabelle leexian darren shijie andrew iqbal joseph bernice ryan kaichuen jocelyn liselle milu arthur ngeederk guanwen marie james roderick menghwee inghian aggie Benji NgeeDerk deborah katrina chengcheng maurice sherrie philip donna qinghuang belmont jiahong zhiyun charlene RCIY Mr Praetorai christus dominus choir TWILIGHT online links take a bow designer:upand-down[c] icon:photobucket whisper

Wednesday, January 05, 2011 lost, tonight- tonight, i mourn for the memories that will be lost forever in the form of physical items. those that i remember, the photos from a china trip in 07, investiture video during secondary school.. as for the other stuff, at least let me know and be prepared that they will not be there forever. and i really want to hate you for that. and i want to vow not to speak to you ever again. its impossible. you will surely push me to the extreme that i have no choice but to bend under your will. i hate you for that. that word so strong that i barely used. but tonight. ps. i can't let them go, not until i know they are replaceable. you wouldn't understand cause those moments are the only rarity in life. too many to grasp, but none to lose. i can't move forth without knowing that i am losing them. until then, will they be replaced? nein, my friend, nein.